Chapter 41

BPOV

I wasn’t overly impressed by all the pictures that Jane had taken of me, but who usually did like their picture taken without criticizing every detail?

The only ones I really did like where the ones of me in Edward’s lap with me looking over his shoulder.

I actually thought I looked a little sexy there, but that was probably due to the fact that Edward’s cock was pressed up against my thigh and I had to fight not to grind down on it while Jane was in the room with us.

The write up that Marcus had done was good, really good, and he’d worded everything with respect. I was happy for it to be published how it was, but Carlisle and Edward went over it with a fine tooth comb before they agreed to anything.

Jasper and Alice had a quick look over it, but they were more interested in the contents of each other’s mouths to say any more on the matter.

Esme and Heidi came back a couple of hours later and we all piled into the kitchen to help them off load all the groceries, spanking Emmett in the process for trying to eat the food before it was put away.

After we were done doing that, Heidi made a start on dinner and we all settled into the den to watch a film, before Esme and Carlisle were leaving to fly back home.

They would be coming back out in a month to visit and that would be the first time the cameras would be off for a weekend.

That meant that between now and then, the cameras would be switched on and we would be live.

We still didn’t know exactly when the all seeing eyes would blink open and start watching.

I didn’t actually feel that bad about them now, but I think that came down to the fact that I still couldn’t see them, no matter how hard I’d looked.

“What are you thinking about? Your eyebrows are twitching,” Edward whispered in my ear as I squirmed on his lap.

We were currently watching a scary film, which I hated, and were sitting in a large beanbag, all snuggled up, which of course I liked.

“Thinking about the cameras,” I replied quietly as I scanned the dark room nervously again.

I found that I did this in each new room that I went into, but continued to find nothing, of course.

“Let’s get out of here,” he replied as he tapped my thigh and helped me get up from the bag.

Once we said goodnight to everyone and hugged Carlisle and Esme goodbye, we headed up to our room.

“I think a shower is in order and then we’re gonna have a good talk about you and these cameras.” He grinned at me as he stalked his way over, shedding his clothes as he went.

As soon as he was naked and standing in front of me, he slowly started to undo the buttons on my shirt as I stood there under his gaze.

Once I was freed from my shirt, he worked his way over the rest of my clothes until I was naked as well and horny to boot.

I turned around on the spot to head towards the en suite, but he grabbed my wrist before I could take another step.

“Not that bathroom,” he said huskily as his eyes travelled over my body.

“Why not?”

“Because, I want to use the one with no cameras in it, for our first time taking a shower together,” he grinned as he walked over to the bedroom door and opened it.

“Edward, I don’t have any clothes on, or a towel,” I hesitated at the doorway before he grinned wickedly.

“I know.” he chuckled as he pulled me out of the bedroom and down the hallway towards another bathroom.

I hadn’t been in this one yet, so when he slicked on the lights, I couldn’t hold in the gasp at the sheer size of the room. It was bigger than my bedroom and everything was clad in a light colored marble.

To the left of the doorway was a pair of his and her sinks and to the side of those was a bath that could have easily fitted four people, but it was the shower that had caught my attention.

To say it was large was an understatement and you couldn’t miss the four large shower heads built into the ceiling and a few on the walls, or miss the fact that none of the windows had privacy glass in them. That meant that people could see what you got up to in there and half of me worried about that and the other half was completely turned on by it.

“I can see your reactions, baby,” he smiled as I felt my nipples tighten with anticipation at what we could get up to in this room.

“You know, once I get in you, I won’t want to stop, ever,” he smirked as yet again he stalked towards me and pushed me up against the cold marble wall.

My body let out a hiss at the coldness, but heat soon took over as I felt his fingers skim over my body.

“I wouldn’t want you to stop,” I stuttered as his cock pressed firmly up against me.

The next thing I knew, I was being lifted up in his arms and pushed harder against the wall as my legs wrapped around his hips.

I dug my heels into the back of his thighs, trying to get him to push his cock harder against me and it worked.

“I’m going to want to take you all the time, in every position,” he growled as he pulled us away from the wall and headed over to the shower, his cock still pressed against me.

“Promise?” I teased and he pinched my ass in response.

He set the dials before opening the glass door and we were instantly hit with hot water as soon as he walked us in.

“I want you to make me wet and sore with your cock,” I begged, having no idea where the words were coming from and not caring either, as I was yet again pushed up against something, but this time it was the large windows.

“I can and I will, baby, whenever you want me too, just tell me and I’ll do it,” he replied huskily as his cock started to slide in between my lips, giving me just the right amount of pressure where I craved it most.

“How about now?”

~(*)~

CPOV

As the film came to an end and we said our goodbyes to the kids, I helped my darling wife with her jacket and we headed out of the front door, leaving the girls in the protective arms of their partners.

It was clear to both Esme and I that they had chosen well for this new plan of mine and it was also clear that these girls were more than mere job partners.

By the end of this, they would become family, I was sure of it.

I looked at my watch as we got to the fountain outside and chuckled. Thanks to the girl’s visit with the company doctor, I knew we didn’t have too long to wait.

The cameras would be going on just as soon as I got word from Edward that our "virgin", also known as Bella, had come on and was ready to be "deflowered" and no one knew but Esme and I.

“You’re really looking forward to this, aren’t you?” she laughed as I took her hand.

“Indeed I am, the boys are happy, the girls are free of their old lives and the sign-ups for the website is huge, what more could I want?” I asked, but Esme’s face blushed as she looked over my shoulder.

“I hope there aren’t cameras in that room,” she giggled as I looked around and saw my son, clearly very happy with Bella up against the windows.

“No, that one is a free room and I think he knows it too. I don’t think he’s ever gone so long without sex,” I chuckled as I turned back around and started the fifteen minute walk down to the landing strip.

“He’s falling for her and I don’t even think he knows it yet,” Esme murmured as she snuggled into my side.

“I think so, too.” I replied with a smile.

Chapter 42

EPOV

“Right now, you want our first time to be in a shower?” I coughed out at the seriousness of her expression.

God, she was so beautiful as I watched water droplets trickle down her bare skin.

I wanted to lick them all, trail my tongue over her skin and watch it break out in goose bumps.

“I want you, Edward, I don’t care where it is as long as it’s now. Please, I can’t wait anymore,” she cried out as she tried to move her body against my cock. “I don’t want romance or to wait for the perfect time, as long as it’s with you, it will be perfect,” she finished and I couldn’t have put it better myself if I tried.

I scanned the space quickly and decided that the bench that was built into the wall would be the best place to sit with her.

It was a deep alcove with a huge rainfall type shower head to it and had built in LED lights, giving a calm blue haze to the intimate space.

I walked us the small distance to the bench and sat down as I started to run a string of kisses over her neck and chest and she started to grind on my cock again.

The hot water running over our skin only made it more intense as I touched every part of her that I could reach.

I couldn’t believe it, after all the days of fantasizing about it, we were finally going to do this.

The trust she had in me spoke volumes as I grabbed her hips and helped her grind harder onto my cock.

“Shit, you really want this, baby girl?” I asked as I raised my head to look at her seriously.

Damn, she was a fucking vision and I was ready for this, but I didn’t want her to feel pressured because we were finally here. I wanted to do this only if she really wanted to.

“Yes,” she mewled in reply as I wrapped her long hair around my fingers and pulled slightly, making her head tilt upwards.

I needed that neck.

I needed to kiss and lick every part of it, tasting her, loving her.

I let go of her hair quickly as I brought one hand back to her hips, the other seeking out her sweet little pussy.

“Please, no foreplay, Edward, just let me feel your cock,” she whimpered as she rose up on her knees, ready to take me in.

Shit, she really did want this.

“Baby, slow down a little bit, I don’t want to hurt you,” I smiled as I attacked her neck again and let my fingers find her nipples.

I didn’t want her to get sore.

I knew she wasn’t exactly a virgin, but half a dick and a shitty vibrator were nothing compared to the real thing, fully inserted.

“I can’t, I don’t know how to, it’s like my body’s taking over,” she whispered seriously as she rested her head into the crook of my neck and I stopped all movements and wrapped my arms tightly round her, pulling her chest flush with mine.

She sounded confused, like she didn’t know what to do with herself or me and then it hit home how serious this really was, for her and for me.

Despite doing stuff with Alice and fooling around a bit with the others and myself, she’d never really done this before. Yeah, I didn’t count that half a dick guy and I didn’t want to either. At the end of the day, this was completely new to her. She had no bearing about what to do, or how to feel and her natural instinct was taking over.

“And that’s a good thing, for your body to react like this, baby, but for our first time, I have to get you to pace yourself, I don’t want you to hurt and then suffer because I didn’t look after you,” I replied over the sound of the water and I felt her nod in agreement.

“Back up on your knees,” I said as I patted her ass and she did as she was told, rising up on them without any hesitation.

“Regardless of how you feel, or what your body says, I won’t let you go, okay? This is a deep position and you will do damage if you’re not careful, at least to begin with,” I coached as I kept eye contact with her and grabbed my cock from between her thighs. “Do you understand, baby girl? I want you to take your time,” I stressed as I lined my cock up with her pussy and I swear I started to shake at how close we were to doing this.

I took a few moments to look at how my cock looked against her pussy and with the cool spray of the shower settled on our skin there, I was truly mesmerized.

“I understand,” she grinned sweetly as I held onto her hip with my spare hand and tapped it with my thumb.

“Slowly,” I hummed as she started to sink down onto me, millimeter by millimeter and I couldn’t tear my eyes away from my cock, slowly disappearing into her heat.

“Shit,” she hissed and backed off straight away.

I instantly grabbed both of her hips and stopped her, snapping my eyes to hers, looking for pain.

“Don’t force it, wait a few seconds,” I gritted out as the heat of her penetrated my cock as she relaxed and slipped a little further back down before stopping again.

“It stings,” she whimpered as she brought her body back up.

Fuck, I hated knowing that this wasn’t good for her and even at that thought my cock softened a little, but I knew she wouldn’t give in, so I just had to make this as perfect as I could for her.

“That will pass, baby, I promise. It stings because you’re stretching open to take me in.  That perfect little pussy of yours feels so good Bella, so good,” I cooed as I let one finger trail to her clit. I knew it wouldn’t help by much, but if I kept her distracted by something else, she would relax quicker. “That’s it baby, easy does it.  You’ve got me swollen so hard for you, I’ve never been this hard, Bella... this is all you...” I whispered the last part into her ear and feeling her body shiver against mine was the best feeling in the world.

As she went slowly back down, I was mesmerized by how the tendons and ligaments at the very tops of her thighs tightened and I was lucky to not to blow my load right there and then.

“Sheesh,” she hissed again, but after a few up and down motions, she managed to take me all in, slowly, but she did it.

“I don’t know what to do,” she muttered almost comically as her clit brushed up against my pubic bone.

“A little help?” I smiled as she nodded coyly.

After a few minutes, her natural lubrication had increased and we got a good rhythm going with her lightly bouncing up and down as I helped her go in circular motions, hitting all the right places as we kissed deeply.

“More,” she moaned against my lips and I was only too happy to help as I grabbed both of her hips again, pulling her down as far as I could as I helped her grind back and forth, giving her all the friction that I could without coming myself.

“That’s it, baby, come on,” I goaded as her hips shuddered against my thighs.

She was close and I couldn’t wait to see and feel her come all over my cock.

“Look down, see where we’re joined, baby, look at my cock as it goes into your sweet little pussy,” I groaned out as I saw the water from the shower hit where we were joined.

What a fucking sight.

I couldn’t stop myself when her body started to shudder erratically and I started to rub her slit hard with my hand, desperate to give her the best orgasm she’d ever had.

Over and over she rocked her hips backwards and forwards against my hand and cock and I knew she was seeking more when she tried to go up and down at the same time.

Holding her tightly with my other arm, I got her to lean back further so my cock was angled to a point where it was hitting her G spot and I knew I’d hit it when she started to whimper loudly and her movements concentrated more on where I was within her.

“I want you to come hard for me, baby girl, show me what your body can do, what it can give me,” I whispered thickly as I doubled my efforts with my fingers, making sure I hit her spots inside and out and she started to cry a string of words that made no sense.

“I can’t Edward... stop... I need to pee... please...” she begged beautifully.

“No you don’t, Bella.  Trust me.  Come for me,” I pushed her.

“Oh shit, I can’t, I can’t...” she cried out as her head looked down to where we were joined and where my fingers were playing with her roughly.

“You can, baby girl, you’re gonna come for me so hard, it’ll feel strange at first, but it’ll be so good, I promise, just feel it,” I all but pleaded as she started to come uncontrollably on my fingers, squirting over my palm and up my wrist.

The heat of it and the look on her face as she came pushed me closer to my own release and as soon as her nails weakly latched on to my back, the need to come came over me harder than I’d ever felt. I had to fight hard with my body to control itself.

Even if she was a fucking sex kitten and wanted to milk me dry, I refused to come until she had again. I wanted her to feel exhausted with pleasure when she went to sleep tonight.

And come she did, shaking above me, almost trying to back away from the pleasure as I pulled her closer to me, refusing to allow any space to come between us.

I swallowed her cries as best as I could as I finally started to come, pleading with her with my body to keep rocking, to keep the movements going, begging her for pleasure until I came deep within her.

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“My legs feel funny and my knees have gone numb,” Bella laughed softly as I held her tight to me.

We’d just been holding each other, riding out our orgasms and gathering our breaths, enjoying the silence.

“Do you want to move?” I whispered into her neck as my cock slowly slipped out of her.

Her body gave an involuntary shiver which made me smile as she shook her head.

“No, I want to stay like this forever,” she joked as she moved her head to look at me.

“Thank-you, for taking such care of me,” she said gently as her fingers ghosted down over my cheek to my chin. “No one but Alice has ever cared for me the way you do and you hardly know me.” Her eyes were filled with so much emotion and I was reminded that she didn’t come from the life that I did.

She didn’t know what love felt like, from a partner or a family member.

“I will look after you for as long as you wish, Isabella,” I said thickly as I got caught up in her emotions.

Chapter 43

BPOV

As soon as Edward noticed that our skin resembled prunes, he switched off the hot water and carried me out of the shower and over to the counter on the other side of the bathroom.

As much as I enjoyed what we did, I couldn’t face him after what I did to him.

I don’t know what was worse, peeing on him, or him knowing that I had. Was that normal, or was it just me?

I didn’t even know how to ask him either, I just couldn’t find the words, so I just kept my head down and hoped that he didn’t bring it up.

I couldn’t live with even more embarrassment.

Once he sat me on the cool marble top, he rushed off to grab us some towels from the cupboard and it gave me a few seconds to turn my body and look at myself in the mirror.

I didn’t look any different, I’d expected that, but I did feel different.

For the first time in a long time, I felt cared for.

I knew that Alice loved me fiercely, but this was something different, something more.

“Let me get you dried off,” he said softly, making me jump as I turned back around to face him.

He already had a white towel low down on his hips, but his chest was still glistening from the spray of the shower.

I couldn’t stop blushing.

I felt so small, so naïve compared to Edward.

I loved what we did, what we shared, but how on earth was I supposed to draw in the viewers with my limited experience? What did I have to offer them that they couldn’t get with Rose or Alice?

“Bella, please don’t over think things, don’t doubt yourself,” he whispered as he lifted my chin with his forefinger.

“How,-“

“I may not know you well, but I know you well enough to know what’s going through your mind just by your facial expressions. It was perfect between us and I want to do it again and again, regardless of cameras or not. What you shared me me, it took trust, Bella, and I will make sure for the rest of forever that I won’t give you reason to doubt that, I promise.

The way you came, it was perfect and I can’t wait to experience it with you again, very soon,” he grinned slyly as he stepped between my legs.

I winced slightly, not expecting the sting, but at least it wasn’t as bad as the first time I’d tried to have sex.

“Sore?”

“A little, I er, I’ve never had anything that big in there, it’ll take some getting used to,” I blushed again as I thought about his cock and how it had stretched me.

“Good to know,” he chuckled as he finally wrapped a towel around me like a small child and then his arms around my waist. “I want to take you to bed and just curl up, watch a film and have you fall asleep in my arms,” he whispered against my forehead before dropping a kiss there.

And that’s what we did.

We chose an old black and white movie, cuddled up and fell asleep in each other’s arms.

I wondered briefly, as I fell asleep, if he’d ever had a normal girlfriend or whether he’d ever fallen asleep after sex with someone who wasn’t a partner for a job.

That thought upset me.

He was too good for this life if he couldn’t enjoy the simple affection of falling asleep in someone’s arms.

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The following morning came around too quickly for me, but I couldn’t stop time and by eight, I had to get up and use the bathroom.

I ached a little, but nothing that I couldn’t live with and I couldn’t stop the smile now as I thought about the fact that I was no longer the odd one out with the girls.

I knew for a fact that Alice had been with Jasper and I had seen Rose and Emmett, but I was one of them now.

“Breakfast will be done in a few minutes, Miss Bella,” Heidi said as soon as I walked into the kitchen.

I jumped at her voice, having completely forgotten that she was even here.

“Thanks,” I mumbled as I tried to pull down the button down shirt of Edward’s that I’d nabbed from his closet this morning.

I didn’t feel like wearing any tight fitting clothes this morning, but if I’d known that Heidi would be here, I would have at least put on some shorts instead of just wearing my purple thong.

Before I could do anything else, someone picked me up from behind and judging by the size, it was Emmett.

I laughed and squirmed as he spun me round on the spot.

“You know people when you do find somebody, hold that woman, hold that man, love him, hold him, squeeze her, please her, hold, squeeze and please that person, give 'em all your love, signify your feelings with every gentle caress, because it's so important to have the special somebody to hold, kiss, miss, squeeze, and please,” he sang the Blues Brother’s song loudly as he put me back down long enough to make sure I was facing him and then he picked me back up again.

“You great idiot, put me down,” I tried to cry out seriously, but the smile on his face just made me laugh.

“Morning, baby Bella,” he grinned as he finally put me back down in time for Edward to come up behind him, slap him on the head and push him to one side.

I fought to keep the smile off of my face as he mock pouted all the way over to Rose who was laughing in the doorway.

“Morning, Bella,” she waved at me, “nice thong, I like the color,” she finished with a wink and I realized that Emmett had just flashed me to the whole room.

“You should have woken me up, Isabella, I didn’t like waking up alone,” Edward chastised me lightly as he took my hand and led us out onto the decking.

The sun was already high up in the sky and its rays were dancing across the sea, giving the appearance of assorted gemstones floating in the water. The only way I could really describe it was... breathtaking.

From the position of the house, you couldn’t see the mainland, just the sea. Just one huge expanse of water, stretching out as far as the eyes could see.

I couldn’t believe how warm it was already and I was glad that I was only wearing a shirt and a thong, because even my shirt was sticking to my back by the time I sat down at the table..

“I think I need to change into a bikini or something,” I smiled as I fanned my face.

“How about you wear nothing and let me ravish you all over this island?” he joked as we sat down on the patio furniture and waited for everyone else to join us.

“Edward, Emmett just mentioned something about a lagoon, can you show us the way?” Alice asked sweetly as she walked through the French doors with three plates piled high with food.

She placed them on the table in front of us and then sat down next to him, saving a space for Jasper.

“I can, it’s not too far from here, but you’d have to take a good lunch with you, you can’t walk it in five minutes,” he smiled at her before placing a little kiss on her lips and wishing her a proper good morning.

For a strange reason, my heart swelled that he was willing to give  her enough attention too. I knew she had Jasper, but I didn’t want her feeling left out, especially after our encounter in the changing rooms together.

“Are there cameras at the lagoon?” I asked quietly, reminding everyone that they could very well be on right at this moment. Everyone grew silent for a moment, all hands stilling as it sunk in.

Regardless of whether the cameras were rolling or not, the job had started.